'Gambling impact'

1st I lost my 50/50 to Dehya then I got Raiden in the next ×10 pull. This all happened withing 40 fates..just to get Bennett,which I did eventually get but at what cost? Should I be happy or sad TT (it's so difficult to control the urge to pull) I underestimated gacha system. Btw got 2 chevreuse too.