OH MY LORD I HAVE TO PAY FOR MY FAVOURITE NOVEL???😭😭

for context. i recently fell in love with this novel. i binged read this since yesterday and i didn't know i needed Premium until chapter 101😭 ya'll gotta try it!! it's nice. (no, i can't use money to buy premium....even if it is affordable not until......... *sigh* ...I'm not even a minor anymore...but i haven't even connected my bank with my phone yet...god dammit.....whatev i feel miserable now that i can't read it.