I’m actually cooked Like Genuinely Deep fried Baked, seasoned, sautéed, eaten So I just got done with a little hangout me and a friend planned to watch the debut for a new season of a Minecraft smp we both really like (Final Life for those who know) It was peak, I had a great time and it seemed like he also enjoyed it, he just hung out and chatted and had snacks and watched the episode and it was wonderful But now, thanks to a different irl friend of mine I’m fairly certain that I like him in a less than casual way Idk if HoYoLAB is the place to post about this but I need help, advice, opinions, anything y’all are willing to give me Cuz I have a feeling that me being a little bit more happy around him and actually looking forward to seeing him every morning at school isn’t just casual friend behavior Help P l e a s e I don’t want to ruin our existing friendship, and I don’t want to make things awkward, and and I don’t want to make him uncomfortable But if I don’t do something at some point I might actually explode It’s def to early to do anything right this second, and I have a feeling that if I do actually do something abt this, nothing will come of it But like I’m spiraling Help Please I beg of thee

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His story quest was genuinely one of the most beautiful ones I've ever played. The refferences to Diluc's backstory, Varka himself apologizing for what happened, and them defeating Ursa. Then, Lohen himself- we got to know him from another point of view, and dare I say he's such a well written character. The flashbacks to the cage, keep in mind, the poor boy experienced this when he was only 10 years old. And although this wasn't directly mentioned in the quest, Lohen's father got murdered shortly before he got kidnapped by the fatui. We got to see Lohen's inner struggles- how he feels like he's not good enough, not strong enough- I have such a soft spot for those characters. We see him reflecting on his fight with Rerir and blaming himself for getting defeated so easily, despite being so strong, this eventually brough him to volunteering as a test subject for Theodore. For both power, and Adorno's life. My favourite moment in the quest was when Adorno hugged the two, the emotional weight that scene alone carried can't be put into words. And then, Lohen, all by himself, fleeing to resolve what he's done, facing the subjects (monsters) who escaped from their cages. Even when his messed up side reaches out to him, the one poisoned with the serum, promising him power, he denies, knowing that even if he DID accept, it wouldn't be his own power, but one that someone else had given him. I do wish we got a bit more insights on his backstory, or how he became a *********/**di**, but I loved the quest otherwise. Lohen my beloved, nothing could make me hate you ♥︎

what do you think of the progress on my drawings of lohen and L? I drew another drawing of L but I hadn't posted this drawing of L with his hand finished so here

this dude ain't even on the banner 😭.. why did I get him and not lan yan yet . lost my 50/50 to tighnari btw , that's good and guarantee vodyanitsa next patch.

Happy to see the kid actually wants to make friends with her.

for sure it's gonna be there🙂‍↕️