You came out of nowhere, a white-clad savior. And just like that, the Freesia of Desire rooted itself in my heart. I was filled with longing for you. Someone gave me water when I was thirsting. When my eyes opened, I saw your silhouette over me. Your black, soft hair hanging above my face, and your deep, golden amber eyes. That easily, a rainbow emerged in front of me. It's not like "hope and love always prevails" or whatever they say. My love for you is completely hopeless. I know you will always love someone else. No matter for how long I search, I won't find an eternity to spend with you. You came out of nowhere to hold me steady, to keep me grounded in a world full of turmoil. Some people spend their whole lives hoping that would happen to them, and I don't understand. It hurts so much, after all. You emerged from heaven in my weakest moment, a warm, steady shoulder to cry on; someone I never wanted to let go of, couldn't let go of. You looked at me not with pity, but with understanding. A gaze as sharp yet warm as the sun. And just like the sun, I could never make eye contact. I was afraid you'd see how I felt. You were a white-clad savior who guided me from the dark into the light, on the way a shining beacon but facing away.

I don't want to go. I've experienced this many times before. In dreams and in visions. But when I kneel and touch the wet grass below me, I can feel deep down to my core that it's real. I think this is where we go when it's all over. The horizon. The mountains fall from the sky, but they never hit the ground. Leaves dance in the wind but never collide. They're carefree. They've already learnt to forget. So just like in my dreams, I know where I have to go. Only now I know why. I have to learn from the leaves and the mountains. So I let out sigh and begin to tread along this vast, almost infinite, plateau. I don't want to go. But I want to forget. The wind begins to hug me, embrace me. I am lifted to the leaves that follow me, whispering things through their dance -- stories without ending, life ending with death but not with closure. And they carry me to the mountains, and the mountains tell me nothing. So I shed a tear for who I was. And I let go. Forget it all.

🤔Do you remember how you became friends? Today is June 16th and it’s my 1st Friendship Anniversary with my dear traveler companion friend 📚🌐xMikux🌐📚! Yay! Hip Hip Hooray! ❤️Send your best wishes to your friend today!

Hello! I am Mavii! I am cisgender. Oshis; Mafuyu Asahina🤍🤍🤍 Nameday Baby Blue Flins Sai Yoshiko Some fandoms im in are: Reverse 1999 Genshin Hsr Alice in wonderland ALL fatal frame games🥹 Apothecary Diaries Tgcf Mdzs Svsss Silent hill F Vocaloid Erha Remnants of Filth Madoka Magica Fate: Stay night Phineas and Ferb Nana Junji ito novels Chiikawa (Ill list more if i remember💔) Twisted wonderland